I have these dreams, you know, that.. .I'm standing on a platform..
and you keep going by on a train.. and you go by, and you go by,
and you go by, you go by. And I wake up with the fucking sweats.
And then I have this other dream..
where you're pregnant in bed beside me naked..
and I want so badly to touch you, but you tell me not to and you look away.
And l- And I touch you anyway.. right on your ankle, and your skin is so soft
that I wake up in sobs, all right?